I am a born again Christian, who is constantly at struggle with my religious beliefs and my rather high sex drive, and exhibitionistic tendancies. Considering that I don't have a man, here, 24/7 to help me with that problem, as of yet, it makes it a rather difficult struggle indeed.
I deleted this journal, order to help me be the person that I believe that I'm supposed to be.. and, NOT be a hypocrite. Heck, I even ended my sexual relationship, with the man that I love more than words can express, until the time comes that he marries me.
All of this in order to say, farewell to those of you who are not interested in following me to my "real journal".. the one about the single mother of three kids, and all of the daily victories and struggles, that go along with that. It's not a religious journal, and, although the subject does come up from time to time, it's actually fairly infrequent. It's just the writings of a woman about the life she lives, and the people that she loves.. much like most of you.
Yeah.. I could have stayed deleted, and never said anything. But, there are those of you that I think (hope) have actually become more interested in me as a person, than as a sexual object. If you happen to be one of those people.. feel free to contact me, via email, at firstname.lastname@example.org.. and, I'll be happy to add you to my other journal.
I'll be deleting this journal, again, in a few days. If I don't hear from you, then, farewell.. it was nice to meet you. If I do hear from you.. then, thank you, for attempting to accept me for who I really am.
by the way, my name is Alice.